i want to chat with somebody /:?

[eRiK]

for a while now ive been posting questions debating about love not being real, me being lonely and deppressed, and having no friends, being treated badly by everyone,college starting. not wanting to go further in life,im staring to feel like its a pointless becuz people only care about themselves, im so so lonely and sad and i dont know what to do i enjoy solitude but it gets demoralizing at times and most everryone i talk to makes me a doormatt(particularly women they are all pathetic) plez id like to chat
men only please for advise, i dont want to hear a single word from a female again
maybe its because im only 100 pds 5 ft 2 or cuz i wear skinny jeans and plaid i look different but is it too much to be accepted for who u are. in the past i have given my heart out i wont again that was a big mistake so much for being a nice loyal loving person
im almost 20 btw
but im sooo alone ive never had a friend in my life although i want to be alone at the same time uggg im so confused):

 

[Brookie bear]

well i am a female but id probably be better medication than any guy..i could probably help you out.if u want email.btw i dont judge,am nice and willing to listen...so if u need to...try me out [email protected]

 

[SDeck]

People only care about themselves? Of course! People have enough issues of their own to worry about. Go to college, set goals to get good grades, and quit worrying about others or what they think......