So, I had a session with a favorite with whom I have really good chemistry. Somehow she seems to understand my different moods and knows how to work with me. This time I was in a good place physically and DTF (at 62 some days are better than others). A lot of action that day and then ten minutes of intimate, seemingly loving massage. Outside the room she is cordial, friendly but also distant. A pretty woman who is half my age. Inside the room she is my sexy girlfriend. I see little glimpses of her slipping into character. Beyond the money I think she likes me and wants to please me. Perhaps I am a nice old man who treats her well, a good customer. I pay for a fantasy and that is what I get. As things were wrapping up she said she had had a busy week to which I responded "that's good right?". She replied "yes, good money". To that I added "and sometimes you have customers that are fun to be with?" and her response was a wince, I made her uncomfortable. I have pondered and talked about this reaction with fellow degenerates. The consensus seems to be that by me mentioning her other clients I reminded her that she is an SW, shattering the spell of the fantasy that we agreed to share. Or what in acting they call breaking the fourth wall (the first three walls are the set, the fourth wall is the invisible barrier between the actors and the audience). She, at least with me, is a method actor who becomes the part she is playing. So close and yet so far away. In reality I probably really do not want to know what she thinks of me outside the room.
Different SWs have their different styles. Some are all business, have little interaction. Some can talk shop with you, are down to earth, can joke around or have frank conversations. Some are masters of the game and you are never sure if something real is happening or if you are being given a great show.
Different SWs have their different styles. Some are all business, have little interaction. Some can talk shop with you, are down to earth, can joke around or have frank conversations. Some are masters of the game and you are never sure if something real is happening or if you are being given a great show.
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