Gosh.. You know mopiko, I see where you are coming from and yes the asian crew comment was uncalled for. THe truth is, I love asians and it hurt me when you declined even my discounted service. Its like the time an asian guy came to see me and from the second he walked in the door he was cold and ...just seemed distant, nothing I did worked... when I asked him if he was part of your "crew" he looked down and compressed his lips for just a second before he denied it. I know that to be a lie because the compressed lips are contempt and the looking down to the left is hiding a lie.
He wanted to test me out, came clean in the end, wrote a review after stating that I wasnt bad but not good either and that was it. I asked him what I could do better next time and offered a discounted session also, but he never answered and soon after his handle on here was taken off.
I just feel I get crap from you because I vent and when Im really really honest about things that are happening you think its a ploy. It actually works against me, think about it mopiko... Im very depressed when things go wrong...nobody wants to be around someone who is depressed. I cant help myself though, its my way to get things off my chest and yes, when I say omg my vet bills are 2000 this month, please help and come get a massage, Im saying it outright, not hiding it...
Anyhow, sorry for the bull MODS.
I really hope to be moving away by june *crossing my fingers* and I will miss you guys. I hope to see you all. I go to court again next month about my studio so I may be working in my real apartment soon. I will keep my dog in the living room and work out of the bedroom so if you dont like awesome sweet dogs then you cant come by ;-P
*Gee whiz this new stuff has me confused lol